Sleep was good. Good pain control helped sleep. 5.5g today at 9:30. Suffered through a bit and took 6g at 3:30. Wasn’t too bad. I had some games and ice packs to keep me occupied and sustain me. Don’t feel all that much from the 6g, but got through OK. Once the serotonin effect wears off, the pain comes screaming back. Lots of ice packs. I have a hard time without constant ice. I feel shitty from these drugs in the grand scheme of things. No wonder I quit them twice already. I can’t get by without though. Damned if I do, damned if I don’t. I don’t know what to do otherwise, so I have to keep going. Maybe some Lyrica could help. That made me a little high when I tried it a few years ago. I didn’t want drugs that made me high back then. I guess I don’t care now. I don’t know how well it works long term though. It took 2 weeks before I had a response. I can’t mess with any other drugs while on kratom though. It sucks. But I also don’t have a constant source of Lyrica refills either, so who the fuck knows.