6g green at 9:20. Feel back to typical again. I think all the fucking around is done. Time to go back to limping through the days and feeling desperate for drugs. +.5g. I feel so crappy. Gonna be a great day! I need food too, so I have to leave the house. This is fully central right now. I don’t even feel it in my back very much. I wonder if a big dose of serotonin would bring it back down. Horrifying day. Managed to play games. 7.5g at 3:30. I’m just numb all over from this. I need to snap out of it. Too much of this will make me crazy. If I wasn’t able to distract myself with games, this day would be the worst in a while. Started coming around at like 5. Did a short walk and another medium walk. Played games in the pm. Back is hurting, but it’s local. Probably going to hurt a lot tomorrow for all the games. I really can’t lay on the couch all day. It absolutely kills me to do that. I’m imprisoned that way. It’s super claustrophobic. That’s one part that drives me absolutely mad. I obsessed over my bad internet yesterday evening. I obsess from one thing to the next. It passes time. I don’t necessarily like it. But I think I might have fixed the internet. Played 7 Days and didn’t have any issues. Got kicked a few times yesterday or the day before. Anything to pass this painful time away. Piss it away, one way or another. Got those other supplements today. I don’t know how they react with kratom. I might try to only take those tomorrow morning. Devil’s claw and Corydalis. Not much guidance over it. The bags say 1g per day. I’ll try .5g twice a day. The corydalis apparently affects opioid receptors, so that will no doubt be an issue. I’m sure it will synergize the first one or two times, but after that, it’s usually a shit show. Serotonin late at night. I put the brace on and I felt a slight tingle of it. As the night went on, I feel more. Went on until like midnight. I could feel it slowly fading. Felt really nice. Pain was there, but serotonin felt better.