Sooo….I slept like shit. It instantly reminded me of when I take kratom too late in the day. I woke up feeling weird at one point. I realized that the cory was interacting with the kratom like the Prozac did. I didn’t feel high like I did with the Prozac, but I did check, and it does have competing enzymes for metabolization, so the kratom was lingering around longer. I cannot fuck with drug interactions. This was a one time cory use so far, so it shouldn’t be a lasting problem. I woke up feeling wrecked, so I had some iced mocha coffee, and it instantly gave me heartburn. I quickly took antacids. It calmed down a bit. I took 6.5g of the new kratom, then =.5g later. It was helpful and not yucky. I had an apple, then the heartburn came back. More antacids. It’s never fully gone away. I haven’t been able to eat. I’ve been on the couch all day until now (1:00). Shitty day in the end. So I don’t know if the cordy actually helped anything, or if it was just increasing the amount of kratom in my system by stealing the liver enzymes. I didn’t feel high at all last night. Not even a serotonin surge. I felt pretty flat, but good, and low pain. The cordy might be on the list of things for if I ever commit to quitting kratom. I can’t have interactions. Not even a shower yet. This is the first I have left the couch. Been pretty painful. I’m not feeling the kratom much because of this. I think it was good though when it started up. Pain was very rough first thing this morning. Very close to horrifying. I was frozen with pain waiting for the kratom to kick in. 8g at 2:00. I could not hold out any longer. .5 after 35 minutes. Not much improvement at all. This is truly horrifying right now. Finally some relief at about 3:30. Had an ice pack for half hour already at that point. High side effects, but much better than yesterday. I can’t wait for this to wear off early and have the floor drop out on me. I feel burned out from today. Rough day. Tomorrow will have to be 7.5/8.5. I’m maxed out here. Time to figure out a tolerance break. I can’t find the half life of the cordy, so I don’t know how to factor that in unless I commit. Stomach hurts no matter what today. Managed some rice, then some teriyaki garbage. Had candy and it hurt. I notice I have more heartburn and stomach pains with the kratom. I am so wiped out. I want to pass out. Can’t wait for sleep tonight. I am so fucking tired. I’m in bed at 8:15 with some TV. Hopefully I pass out. I haven’t treated my pain very well for the last few days. This is what happens. Untreated pain leads to crises. Tomorrow should be a better day. Unfortunately, it’s time for me to fuck it all up again with a tolerance break! The fun never ends.

By Del