Sleep was pretty much the same as the night before. Forced it and woke up at 8:30. 6g at 9:25. Not much help. Went to Walmart and was waaay past my limit. Better once I got home and put an ice pack on it. I went from the best pain in a long time to the worst pain, literally overnight. I’ll try the red stuff again this afternoon. It can’t come soon enough. Trying hard to avoid panic. I had some psychosis creep in right at the end of the night last night. I had to force myself to not think about it. This is truly a 9 or 10 if that’s happening already. No help in sight. No relief in sight. 7g of the red at 3:15. No big help. I cannot pull out of this spiral. I am completely demolished by this pain. Is this some kind of flareup? What the hell is this? It’s not getting any better. I can’t do anything. How do I go from walking 6 miles to not being able to get off the couch overnight? Had a few OK moments in the evening. Not good, but not as bad. I’ve been upright for like 1 hour of it. Better than the last few days. Church walk. I was able to play a TAB map. Feels like it’s easing, but I’m never sure. Hopefully I can stick with the 6/7 tomorrow and actually get by OK. Thank the lord I got a little reprieve. Still hurts like a mofo. Super sore.