Sleep very painful again. Half Zanaflex at 6:30 again. 6.5g at 9:30. I felt demolished this morning and went for the 6.5. In retrospect, I think I could have done 6. But within the first hour, I almost thought of re-dosing because the pain was bad and I felt terrible. Feeling great at 12:30. Serotonin rush. I guess. Have an ice pack on. Tried the new brace on and felt a lot of pain in the lower spots. Lots of pressure pushing inward. I think it will be helpful though. Not exactly like swinging on the table, but it offers some help. 7g at 3:35. Getting more painful sitting at the desk playing games. I did meds, table, icy hot, new brace, and it felt pretty good. I was laying down for a bit, then sitting in the chair. I got inspired to ride the bike. 25 minutes. I got tired and the pain started coming, but at the end I upped the level and it felt surprisingly good. This needs to keep going. I also found a minimally invasive surgery that puts spacers on the dorsal horn and keeps the facet joints open. That’s probably the ultimate fix. Injections aren’t going to do anything if there is a major mechanical problem. At Loyola, that’s probably 6 years away. Pain getting bad at the desk at 7:30 with brace on. It helps sometimes, kind of hurts other times. Back on the table every time today and getting pain relief! Still hurts like a mofo though, but I can get relief which keeps me going. Mood is good because of it. It will hurt even more when things go tits over asshole. Working on taper schedule now.

By Del