I felt like I slept well to 5. Not sure. Hard wake up at 6. Super hot again. This is a new thing. Half Zanaflex. Another half 10 minutes later. Had that feeling. Finally a Tamazepam. at 7:10. Wake up at 10:15. 6g right away. Pain feel surprisingly low. I feel spent. Shower finally at 2. 6.5g at 3:35 (4.5 Vietnam/2 Riau). Might take another .5. I’m fucking dying today. So in other words, I did not recover and stay on the right side. It did not last. The nice streak is over. The shit cycle repeats. No improvement so far from injection. The first gave me relief 24 hours later. +.5. 6:30 and I’m starting to feel the horror creep in. Trying to keep the panic at bay. Maybe a walk. It’s raining though. Long walk. Suffering on the couch. Feel like I need a few drinks, but the thought of it kind of makes me nauseous.