Half Zanaflex at 6 something. Woke up 9:10. Thank fuck for the sleep. 6g Vietnam at 9:55. No major WDs this morning. I probably need to get a day off in soon if this pain doesn’t ease up at all. It’s been a week since I had a good day. I need something to happen. Lord knows Loyola isn’t going to help. Sold my PS5 and went to grocery store. I am cooked right now. Still recovering from the last couple days, and this put me right over the edge. Nerve pain. No pops on the table for days. No relief from it at all. Fucking help me, please. Going to hold out to 3 and take 7g. (3:10). 5:00 and I’m sitting here wondering if my pm dose is coming up. Um. Started feeling better around dinner time. Only had the one meal today. Did 20 minutes on the bike. Felt pain in the back from it so stopped. Felt like I maybe could have done more, but I’m so burnt right now. Had some pops on the table finally. I feel like I’m on the mend. Vegetables and fruit were so nice. I’m thinking I need to drop the sugar junk food. I think it will help with energy and help me with fitness because of that. One more thing to detox from. It’s the only way I can feel human though when the pain is so bad.

By Del