Half Zanaflex at 5:30. Forced back to sleep at 7:15. Woke up at 9. 5g at 10. Feels like the sleep is good, though I feel like a bear coming out of hibernation every day. Pain feels terrible and I have no motivation to move at all. I think it’s safe to say I’m in a bad streak right now. It’s going better because of the diet and exercise. I would love to taper, but I don’t think that’s possible right now. At best, this streak will only last another day, and I can get back on track after that. That’s been my plan all along, and I’ve been chipping away at it. This is probably the first bad day where I don’t feel as bad as I normally would. Forced myself to eat an apple for breakfast. I need to work hard at eating some fruit first thing. Forest walk. 2.8 miles. Foot hurt even in different shoes. Because of course it did. There always has to be something to hold me back. Tired and hurty after. Happy about the tired part. 5.5g at 3:30. I’m going for it. I won’t feel better until after dinner. Also, my stomach has been bothering me today. Been a while for that. Some acid, some upset. Not terrible. Medium walk. Foot/shoe problems continue. Left hamstring hurts because of compensation. 30 minutes on the bike. Mostly low intensity. I can’t get my heart rate up. I think my major lack of energy right now is because of kratom. It really slows me down. And now I can’t get the heart rate up, which means I can’t perform at all. I might be approaching a situation where I’d be better off the drugs than on. But I also know this decent streak won’t last. Even today was pretty bad. I need a good streak to start back up. Also I’m so fucking hungry. Craving garbage so bad. Pain is really bad at end of the night. No pops on the table. Tomorrow probably gonna suck. I’m beat up and exhausted right now.