Daily Journal Entry for 10/2/23
Del Hard time getting and staying to sleep. Woke up a ton and back was hurting through the night. Woke up in a lot of pain. About 8. Took some lipo…
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Daily Journal Entry for 10/1/23
Birthday month. Happy fucking birthday to me. All I want is to feel normal. Or to not take drugs everyday, which is as normal as I get. Couldn’t get to…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/30/23
Sleep was good. Loads of weird dreams. Woke up just before 8. 6.5g at 9:20. Didn’t cause the heady effects like yesterday. Not helping pain that much. Did a minute…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/29/23
I crashed pretty hard last night. I was worried I wouldn’t sleep. I was out by 9:45. Woke up a lot through the night, but always got back to sleep.…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/28/23
Had about 3 rums and 2 beers last night. Terrible pain. I played Life is Strange True Colors to get through the night. Pretty good game so far. Very helpful…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/27/23
Woke up at 8. Had a really hard time getting to sleep last night. Felt like my last day off of kratom when I was begging to pass out. Sneaky…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/26/23
No pain relief feeling today at all. I really need it. I think it happens in combination with the kratom. 5.5g at 9:30. I was going to take 6 this…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/25/23
Sleep was OK. Woke up at 8 or so. Had a couple coffees. Took 5.5g of the new, stronger kratom. I did .5 less. I didn’t feel it hit my…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/24/23
Sleep was OK. Lots of pain. Took me a while to fall asleep. I felt pretty good last night in bed. Woke up at 8:45. Felt like I overslept, but…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/23/23
Sleep wasn’t great. Some wake ups. Up at 7:15, but I was able to doze off kind of until 7:45. Took lipo c at 7:15. Went to 9:30 before taking…