Daily Journal Entry for 7/14/23
Del I think I get why kratom becomes a burden and stops working well. I don’t feel the serotonin rush anymore. I guess I’ve adapted to that more than the opioid…
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Daily Journal Entry for 7/13/23
Very bad pain day. Feels like something is broken back there. Went to the store and struggled hard. Having difficulty walking correctly. 4.5 at 8:30 I think. 5g of some…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/12/23
4.5g morning. 5g afternoon +.5g after 45 minutes. Pain is like a 7.9. So close to slipping into the bad range. Been playing games, but should probably be on the…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/11/23
Almost forgot to write! Pretty good day. Woke up very tired. I know I was snoring. Had some Dr. Pepper. That helped. Morning dose 4.5g. Felt good. Looked into my…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/10/23
Pain and anxiety were better today. I spent most of the day on the couch. Kind of enjoying not having 10 pain. 4g + 1g of the red. Did laundry.…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/9/23
Took 3.5 at 9am. 3g at 11:40. Felt the pain coming back strong. Did a medium walk only this morning. Pain has been overtaking me. Kratom is not really helping…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/8/23
Slept really well. Woke up at 5 for a piss and was afraid I wouldn’t get back to sleep. I passed right back out. It was great. Slept until 7:30.…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/7/23
I didn’t feel all that bad waking up today, but the pain went central early and hit hard. I took 3.5 + .5. I went for a walk and I…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/6/23
Sleep was normal. Still weird falling asleep. I’m awake and dreaming at the same time. Then I wake up for half an hour. Same as before. Sleep through the night…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/5/23
I was thinking yesterday that the best streak I’ve had was 6 days. I wondered if today would suck. Yep. Felt like I got run over by a bus today.…