Wake up 8:30. 7.5g at 9:30. Not sure how I feel yet. I was pretty squirmish in bed. I have a lot of days like this where I wake up kind of meh and don’t know which way it will go. I put in a ton of time on the table yesterday. I really pushed it. And still no pops. I’m going to push it again today. That’s the only thing that gives me pain relief. I wish I knew how to make it work all the time. Weather is much better. Went to Walmart, Target, Best Buy. Wanted a second humidifier. Not much to choose from. Chest is hurting more now than before. Holy fuck. Those store trips were nasty. Very painful and difficult. Had to sit on the floor in the store a few times. Only 1:20 now. Despite the effort, I still feel OK. I want to try 8g this pm. Forced taper maybe. 8g at 3:30. Short walk. Short walk at 7. Difficult with all the ice. Have to walk in the street, and the crown of the street fucks with me. I think that rib is broken. It hurts a lot from certain movements. I did feel a pop when I hurt it. Had one pop on the table earlier, but I don’t think it was in the right spot.

By Del