Pain ramped up big time last night. Made me feel shitty mentally. Instantly. Woke up 8:00. Stayed in bed a while. 6.5g at 9:30. I really wanted to take 6, but I felt I needed it for the pain control (not for the drug satisfaction). It was just barely covering the pain for a tiny bit. Now at 11:30 the pain is ramping back up. Short walk. I felt like I needed to collapse on the way home. I was almost crying. It wasn’t level 10 type of pain though, but same effects. I jumped in bed and started installing Arch on the old laptop to kill time. It was painful working in bed. Also my neck cocked forward is raising my pressure in my head and giving me a headache. Tylenol and icy hot for that. 7.5g at 3:30. Ice pack now that I’m up. Both doses today were like the perfect amount…for a short while. I might have fucked the morning up with the walk. PM is good so far. It was yesterday too, but got a touch too strong in the evening, then totally dropped off at night. I bet I would have to slightly increase tomorrow. Maybe I’ll switch it back up and stay the same or drop .5. Had a crisis a little while ago. Pressure in my head was really high from laying down and bending my neck. Couldn’t lay on the couch. Had to sit. Hurt like a motherfucker. Table helped a tiny bit. Ice, vit d. Feeling slightly better. Long way to go still. I have the feeling it will drop off hard like last night.

By Del