Much better sleep. Full zanny at 7:15. Few wake ups. after that, but managed wake up at 9:40. Fuck yeah. Pain feels OK first thing. 7g at 10:05. Dad called and I dealt with him for a while. Had to dig stuff out of my closet. Weird morning because of that. Then I found a shitty tablet on eBay and asked for local pickup. The guy met me close by and it all worked out. Been fucking with that for a bit. Spine is killing me from sitting here for an hour and a half. 8g at 3:25. Heavy side effects right now. Feeling shitty as the kratom peaks and drops. Makes me wonder if I should have taken less. Force the taper? I feel like that’s what I did in September. Pain has just been so bad though. Tablet is actually helping me get through. Passing time, giving serotonin for beating silly games. Glad I have it so far.

By Del