Daily Journal Entry for 2/9/24
Del Managed to sleep to 9 with half zanny at 7. Thank fuck for that. Pain is pretty horrifying though. Like wow. It’s less than panic mode only because of the…
February 2024
Daily Journal Entry for 2/8/24
Hard wake up at 8 on the dot. Been trying to stay up later and tire myself out. And this is the result. Fuck me. I’m not sure today is…
Daily Journal Entry for 2/7/24
Sleep wasn’t great. Can’t remember much somehow. Woke up at 8. Borderline horrifying. So funny I thought I could taper and normalize yesterday. How am I still this stupid after…
Daily Journal Entry for 2/6/24
I stayed up as late as I could. I was pretty tired. Slept pretty good. Still did half zanny at 7. Woke up 9:40. I feel a lot better for…
Daily Journal Entry for 2/5/24
Pain was bad last night, but not as bad as night before. Sleep was rough. I think apnea. Half zanny at 6. Wake up 8. Horror. Stayed in bed for…
Daily Journal Entry for 2/4/24
Pain ramped up big time last night. Made me feel shitty mentally. Instantly. Woke up 8:00. Stayed in bed a while. 6.5g at 9:30. I really wanted to take 6,…
Daily Journal Entry for 2/3/24
Got myself all wound up last night looking into TV boxes. Couldn’t find the adapter for the old Roku. Kept reading on phone and searching for stuff. Stupid. Hard night.…
Daily Journal Entry for 2/2/24
Trouble getting to sleep again, but better. Been taking zanny capsules. Maybe they’re not as good. No morning zanny. 2 days in a row now. Wake up 8:20. Had caffeine…
Daily Journal Entry for 2/1/24
Could not get to sleep again. Maybe about 2am. Holy fuck. Super crazy. Might be the kratom working strongly. Driving me nuts. I don’t feel awful. today at least. Woke…