Probably the best sleep I’ve had in a couple weeks. Slept fairly late too. I needed that so badly. Last night the psychosis was really ramping up. It’s such a terrible and nasty feeling. Hard to describe, but when you have depression or anxiety, you know what it feels like. I just know what the psychosis feels like, and I felt it last night. Not much freaks me out as much as that. I was happy to fall asleep last night and be done with that night. I need to figure out if the Lyrica is causing it at all. 11:00 and I’m still waking up. I only just thought about kratom. I should probably do that. Not that it’s been helping. Feel a little less groggy from the Lyrica. Had a bit of an appetite. Going to try to go for Easter lunch. Managed to get to the Easter dinner and home OK. Pain has been much better. The fibro flare has been much better. I can feel the strong local pain right now. Been playing games. Hurts a ton, but it’s local and I can feel it locally and not fully central/global. Feel like I can handle a walk. I can feel it fading a little bit at 7:15. It’s just the pain meds working well. It’s nothing special happening. Still, I was listening to some music, and I enjoyed it. It’s been weeks since I did that. Couldn’t walk because of the rain, so I tried the exercise bike. Managed 22 minutes. The limiting factor was spine pain. I even hit medium intensity. This is really weird because the last time I was able to ride that thing was Christmas Eve, which was the last time I saw my family. Today is Easter and I just saw them. Played some games. I’m kind of paying for it. Hurts so much to sit at my desk. Pain is strong, but local. No fibro right now.

By Del

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