Sleep was OK, but I sure don’t feel good this morning. Using an ice pack right now hoping to turn it around like I was able to yesterday, but I’m not hopeful. Feeling pretty paralyzed from the pain right now. Pain is bad and the fibro is bad. Please make this fucking cycle stop. I would say “I’m on my knees”, but I’m actually on my back. On my knees implies I can actually be vertical, but I’m not that lucky.
1:00 and things just took a sudden dip downwards. The oppressive pain is ramping up. Looks like I’m in for a long evening. I needed to go to the store, but I don’t think that will be possible. It will ruin me. I also need to get myself set up with the food bank. I’ve been meaning to do that forever, but of course I never have the ability to get it done. And right on queue, here comes the headache. Every time. And I’m dehydrated because I haven’t been able to go get water.
Passed out at 7. I usually feel slightly better for it afterwards, but it always rings my bell for the rest of the day. This is brutal.