I’d say the latest snake oil cure of magnesium supplementation is done. It is helpful, and I will keep using it, but it can only do so much. That fibromyalgia always comes back. It never goes away. It is so fucking relentless, and I am so fucking helpless. This pain is super high this morning. One of those mornings where I wake up and sense nothing but horror. When I know it’s a shit day from the second I open my eyes in the morning. This is going to be a tough one.
Afternoon meds have allowed me to shower and eat. It’s only 5:30 now and the pain control is dropping off rapidly. It feels like I might pass out. I know this feeling. Yikes.
I made it through a crisis period without passing out. It was close though. I don’t know if it’s going to ease up after that or what. I also just took the pm supplements, so those could offer a bit of help. Please help.
Feeling better than earlier. Not that difficult when earlier was full crisis mode. The fibromyalgia flare might be easing up. Who the hell knows. I’ll probably get another one a couple hours after this one fades. I am fucking knackered though, that’s for sure. I don’t know how I make it through these days. I really just hang on for dear life.