Today feels a lot like yesterday, but I feel like running that errand with my dad yesterday is setting me back. It wasn’t that big of an effort and it certainly shouldn’t push me into a flare up. I’m trying to take it easy so I don’t upset this impossible balance, though I feel like it might be tipping. Not sure yet though.
I had a bit of decent time earlier in the day, but the pain has been ramping up and has become kind of brutal. I didn’t do anything to flare it up, it just happened. Maybe from the effort yesterday, but nothing today. The fibromyalgia always flares after the pain ramps up to super difficult levels. Of course the fibro can flare for no reason also.
Pain is high, head is foggy. This is the flare up starting. It doesn’t feel like a full-on fibro flare yet, but this is putting me horizontal and I’m struggling really hard to get through the day now. The full on flare is imminent, for sure. I tried hard to avoid it and prevent it, but it always comes back. There was probably no way to avoid it. I don’t think a trip to the store yesterday is the cause of it. Note to my sanity: I’ll see you in a few days. Hopefully.