Daily Journal Entry for 6/30/24
Del Another repeat of the night/morning before. Sleep is a bit odd, but it comes in cycles, so it’s not unexpected. Mornings are pretty rough because of the sleep, but they…
June 2024
Daily Journal Entry for 6/29/24
Oh dear, I have to write another rent check. More money gone. It hurts so much. Another hazy morning, but feeling better as the day goes. I think it’s medication…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/28/24
I’m just realizing I’ve been on the latest snake oil cure of diet changes for about a month already. I think I started it up at the beginning of the…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/27/24
What a night. I couldn’t get to sleep until after 3. I woke up at 9 and nearly started crying. I tried and tried, and I ended up falling back…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/26/24
Well, here we go. Pain is horrifying right when I woke up. I can’t walk properly and the pain is taking my breath away a bit. This will teach me…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/25/24
Boy I’ve been having some kind of day today. Full of piss an vinegar. I stayed up late last night playing games. Still woke up early. My spine was stressed…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/24/24
Woke up still in a moderate flare. Still better than two days ago, but not good. It’s always such a delicate balance and it’s so exhausting trying to find it.…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/23/24
Another day, another chance to expend large amounts of effort only to stay in the same place and not make any progress. This puts me into a dissociative loop. Over…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/22/24
Last night and right now I’m feeling like I’m losing it mentally. A different type of losing it than normal. I’m so fatigued. Even though lately I’ve had more days…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/21/24
I definitely flared myself up yesterday. At least there was a reason for it. I can live with that. These random mega-flare days that hit for no reason are pure…