Today is starting off the same as yesterday. Sleep was the same also. All I can do is hope today doesn’t tip like yesterday did. Just took a shower and tried to clean up the shower a bit, and holy fuck do I regret that. That was so incredibly painful. Took my breath away.
I was hoping over the last couple of days that things would start getting better. Maybe getting some sleep could help. The pain just isn’t going away. The fibromyalgia isn’t easing up. I’m maybe at a 9. Better than a 10, of course, but fuck me. There is no end in sight. No relief to be had anywhere. How the hell do I get myself out of this mess?