I had an important appointment this morning. I ended up being up for an hour in the middle of the night, then I woke up at 6:30 – an hour earlier than I needed. The doctor put me through my paces for an evaluation and I was crying from the pain. I felt like I was going to throw up. Instant nausea. I am so fucking tired. I need sleep. Simply changing my routine causes so many problems, and my routine sucks.
I struggled through the morning and got in a 1.5 hour nap. Some of the worst sleep ever, but boy did it help a lot. I feel so much better for it. It’s leaving me wondering if some of my issues lately aren’t just sleep issues. Of course I have all sorts of issues, so it’s hard to tell!
I’m glad to have this appointment behind me. It was super important, and now it’s done. I have another important one coming Thursday. It’s the second half of the RF ablation, so that’s a big one. Based on last time, I’m expecting another 2 weeks of recovery after that, then who the hell knows. I don’t feel like the last one did anything to help me. Maybe when it’s 100% done there will be a difference. I don’t have much hope unfortunately.
Went for a church walk and it felt good. I ended up going to the store since I was feeling OK. I don’t know where this is coming from. Last night and this morning I felt like I was literally dying. I was freaking out beyond words. After today’s nap, I’ve been getting better throughout the evening. Of course I have no idea how. No clue why I felt so bad, no clue why it got better. I never know either way. Maybe the fibromyalgia flare up just eased up mid-day for no real reason. No clue. I’ve had a headache for most of the day. That usually goes along with the fibromyalgia. It’s bothering me more as the day goes on.