Daily Journal Entry for 9/12/24
Del Getting that short nap yesterday affected my sleep at night. I figured it would. I’m pretty tired today, but I don’t feel as bad as I normally do when I…
September 2024
Daily Journal Entry for 9/11/24
Sleep was OK last night. It’s amazing how helpful that is, and how hurtful lack of sleep can be. Sometimes I feel like if doctors focused on treating that symptom,…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/10/24
Lots of anxiety last night. This overwhelming feeling that things aren’t getting better, and I can’t do anything about it. I can’t help myself, and I can’t get the help…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/9/24
Last night got super hairy. Waves of pain, depression, and anxiety kept washing over me. A perfect storm. It kept peaking and easing up a tiny bit, and peaking again.…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/8/24
I’ve been rethinking my RV approach. I’m from California, so I’m used the ability to live in an RV year round. Here in Frozen Land, you can’t stay in an…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/7/24
Still struggling along. Still can’t get any decent sleep. I’ve been a total zombie. All I can do is wait for these procedures to hopefully start relieving pain and start…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/6/24
Nothing today.
Daily Journal Entry for 9/5/24
The fibromyalgia has decided to ease up today. It took until about 3:00 until I could tell for sure. I haven’t been able to do much of anything though. I…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/4/24
There’s no feeling like falling asleep after midnight, waking up and thinking to yourself, “Surely it must be like 5:00 or 6:00, right?”, then looking at the clock and seeing…
Daily Journal Entry for 9/3/24
Please, for the love of god, give me one night. Just one fucking night. Please. My god. This lack of sleep is causing a flare up. It’s ramping up badly.…