I think today is somehow worse than yesterday. Another 10/10 day. Hopefully I’m lucky enough to pass out today from this pain.
I didn’t have to pass out. It started getting a bit better at about 3:00. I’ve been upright since then. I guess a transition period. I wish I knew how to get back to the good days. Even an average day where the pain is bad, but the fibro is OK. It seems so binary these days. I’m either walking a few miles a day, or I can’t get out of bed. There is no in between. I would be quite happy with some in between time.
Went for a walk in the church parking lot. I don’t dare do anything longer because I don’t want to hurt myself. I just need to get out of the house because I’m losing my mind.