Another repeat of the night/morning before. Sleep is a bit odd, but it comes in cycles, so it’s not unexpected. Mornings are pretty rough because of the sleep, but they are shaping up all right. I did a short walk with my cane, and it went OK. Better than the attempts over the last few days. I didn’t have to turn around, but I did have to rely on the cane. I can accept that as the way it is if it keeps the fibromyalgia away. I guess this is maybe day 2 without a flare up. Not exactly sure because of the super spacey days. Since I’ve never had more than 4 decent days in a row, I can expect the next flare up tomorrow or the day after. It’s so demoralizing knowing that.
Things are getting harder as the day goes on. I feel like I’ve never recovered from the walk earlier. That seems to have been my high point. Is it a high water mark though that signals the next flare up? Not sure yet. After all the weird days earlier this week, I’m not at all ready for another flare up so soon, But then again, when am I ever ready for them? How could anyone ever be ready for that horror? Well, I’m keeping a close eye on it. I felt some issues yesterday evening, almost at the same time, and I was able to recover. I’m less optimistic today.
The pain hit a critical point around 6:30. I managed to get it under control, but now it feels like this is towards the beginning of a mild flare. Because of course it is. All I can do is wait to see how I sleep and if I recover overnight.