Spine pain is just out of control today. I can’t treat it no matter what I do. I felt like the fibromyalgia was low this morning, but the pain was bad, and it has ramped up. If I can’t treat this pain, the fibro will flare up very badly. Pretty much since the RF ablation, the pain has been worse. I felt like it took 2 weeks to get back to baseline, but I’ve always felt like I never quite made it back. I feel like the nerves are recovering already. They woke up and sensed the horror of being burned nearly to death, and now they’re freaking out. Pretty much like me every day when I wake up. I’ll have to see what happens after the second half of the procedure, which is in about a week. Then another 2 weeks of pure hell from the recovery. Nothing is going well. I don’t know what to do or how to treat this. I’m struggling to deal with it and get through the day(s).
I finally called to get a refill for some medication. I’ve needed to do that for a couple weeks. the inability to take care of myself is very real. I sent an email yesterday that I was meaning to do for a couple weeks. Basic survival takes precedence. It takes all my energy just to get up to fill my water bottle. Eating takes strategy.
This spine pain is feeling worse than normal. There’s a nerve pain that just instantly makes me insane. I normally don’t get nerve pain this bad. It magnifies the normal spine pain. Everything combines for a perfect shit storm of pain and insanity.
Tried a church walk and had to turn around. Spine pain, hip pain, knee pain. It’s just radiating everywhere and causing loads of problems.