We’re somewhere horrifying adjacent this morning. Spine pain is really bad. Not fully horrifying yet, but very close. I guess it’s just starting to ramp up. This is expected after this procedure I guess. Last time I had 2 weeks of horrifying pain until I got back to my baseline. I should expect the same this time.
I’m really struggling today. It’s only 1:30 and I feel like I burned through all my mental energy. I just become a helpless victim to the pain. Over and over. Rough stuff.
Went for a little walk at night. It’s hot as balls out there. Super hot, super humid. Very nasty. Not nice weather for this San Francisco boy. Hot weather doesn’t work very well with my issues either. Heat tends to exacerbate spasms and spine pain.