I’ve been in a sleep pattern where I fall asleep really quickly, but then I start waking up a ton in the early morning, then I wake up early and can’t get back to sleep. I appreciate the quick sleep at night, but I feel so tired in the mornings, and it’s so hard to get moving. That said, I forced it today, just because. Went to the store already. I had OK energy when I left, but physically, it buried me. It was really hard. Thank goodness for that disabled parking placard. That thing is a life saver. Now I have to count the seconds until the day is over. Try to survive another one. I am so very sick of this routine. I can’t do anything I like, or want. I can only survive. No progression, no growth. I can’t help others because I can barely keep myself going. What an absolute waste.
I found a new game I can play from the couch. I’ve wasted almost my entire day playing, and I couldn’t be happier. It’s really nice to have a distraction like this. Nice to get through the day with some help. Reminds me of the good old days when I used to be able to play games all day. This is just a silly sim game I’m already bored with, but it’s nice to have a bit of fun when I can. It’s so rare these days.