I stayed up a bit too late playing that silly game last night. That isn’t a big problem, but it messed with my sleep. I kept waking up constantly. Sometimes that happens. Usually when I’m really low on sleep, I end up in a flare up and can’t get my day going. I’m pretty tired today, that’s for sure. I don’t know how I feel yet fibromyalgia yet.
Beautiful dark, rainy day. Still a bit too warm for rain for my taste, but I’m happy to have it. Good Blade Runner, pillow fort kind of a day. Too bad I can’t feel anything and don’t get enjoyment out of anything. I would watch that film on replay all day long if I could. Now it makes me depressed because it doesn’t affect me like it used to. There is a youtube video of Blade Runner music with rain in the background. I used to play games with that playing in the background, and I used to be able to smell rain from it! Very wild. Those were the days when I could sit upright and actually play games, and enjoy them too.
Did a short rain walk. It was pretty nice. I still like it colder, but glad to have whatever I can. Played more of that game, and now I am completely sick of it, so that’s done. I also had to play on Windows, and boy do I hate that OS. It updated and it messed up my Linux dual boot, so I had to fix that last night. Not only does Windows destroy itself, it destroys other operating systems. So glad to be back on Linux. If I didn’t play games, I would never use Windows. Windows 11 is soooo bad too.
This has been a pretty difficulty day. It’s getting worse as it goes. This lack of sleep is draining me badly. I don’t have much energy to fight the pain. The ice packs aren’t helping much, which usually means it’s a fibromyalgia flare up. I was pretty late on some medication last night, so I think that started causing me some issues. Today is definitely a medication issue day. It happens. Such is the life of someone who relies on medication. It will pass in a day or two. If I get some OK sleep tonight, tomorrow will be better, but every time I really need sleep, I never get it.
The medication issue seemed to sort itself out just about 24 hours after the late dose I had. Really weird how it just calmed down. Thank goodness for that. The rest of the night was decent after that. Now for that sleep.