Woke up feeling a little better. I had to drink a couple beers to get through the evening yesterday. It’s been so rough for so long. The cumulative effect is brutal. About 9:00 things started getting distinctly worse. 9:40 now and it’s pretty horrifying. Next flare up is always right around the corner. I think I felt better in the morning only because of the sleep. Once I fully wake up, it’s right back to it. I am not ready for this. I’m in no condition to handle it. I have some tremors in my hands already. Not going to be a good day in any way. It will probably be a stretch of a few days. I think it’s time to put the guaifenesin protocol to bed. It has only made things worse. I think it might work if my symptoms were mild, but it’s a disaster when you start at a 9/10. There’s no wiggle room. I’ve been clinging to it because I have no other options. Now I have to figure out how to survive the day. I don’t even know how to survive the next 10 minutes at the moment.
I message the support forum about the guaifenesin. So far they said to take more! Someone said the lower doses only “disturb” the crap in the cells, but don’t actually get rid of it. An extra amount might be able to purge everything out. When I started it, I was taking too much at first and it worked OK. I need another week off before I try it again. When you’re dealing with miracle snake-oil cures, it’s all chasing a fart in the wind. I just took a muscle relaxant hoping it would either put me to sleep or help the pain. It did neither. This has turned into a top 5 worst day ever.