Sleep was good until about 3. Appt reminder text came in at 7 and that was it. It was rough dealing with that. I fully realize now that I have zero energy or ability to deal with this stuff. They punted on moving the procedure up. Told me to call back in a few days to the nurse station. I’ll probably end up talking to Dana. She said she was going to bring in a scheduling person and instead gave me a phone number. Said it wasn’t approved. How is it not even submitted? And I told them it is approved. They don’t talk to each other there. 6.5g at about 8:45. No clue how to get through the rest of the day. Single dose days don’t really do anything for tolerance. I need to drug myself to sleep. Or triple dose. I don’t know. Got to sleep. Killed about 2 hours in the end. Pretty bad sleep, but I needed whatever I could get. I feel very spaced out, but better. Waiting on 3:30 for 7.5g. Took the red just to see. It feels a touch stronger in the head. No magical effects like I had before. I guess the mood is pretty good though. I feel upbeat. Feeling tired later. This seems normal now. Short walk. It was difficult throughout. Table feels good, but not orgasmic. Pain is local. Bothering me a lot when sitting. I guess that’s better than it being central, but it sure isn’t easy.

By Del