4 rums in the end. Half Zanaflex at 6 and woke up at 8. Can barely walk. 6.5g green at 9:45. Pain didn’t feel terrible, even though I couldn’t stand upright. Tired of typing this shit. Felt horrifying this morning, but somehow getting by. So tired of this grind and not going anywhere. Spinning my wheels. Short walk. Grimacing the entire time. Hot today. 80. 7.5g at 3:45. Short walk. Tolerance break is on my mind. Doesn’t look like tapering is possible.