Best sleep I’ve had in a while. Took a while to get to sleep, but went to 8:30 without any extra drugs. Feels so much better natural. 11:00 now and I haven’t taken kratom yet. Woke up at like 6 and 8 and took lipo c. Took more later. I feel the WDs. Mild. Pain is bad already, but I think it would be a good day. I usually take the drugs and enjoy the day and be productive. They would be good days to take off for tolerance break. Only 12 more hours to go. I’ve already been thinking of taking the kratom. I haven’t at all committed to the day off. Just giving it a go. I failed to plan, so I plan to fail. 1:30. Easier than I thought so far. I’m not suffering WDs or pain, so that’s good. I know the worst is yet to come. Just pooped a lot. Might be the lipo C. Not normal for the first day. Very minor WDs actually, but taking lipo C for that. They don’t get bad until like 7pm. .5G Ag for shits and giggles. Difficult playing games. Short walk. Very slow. Pain coming up. WDs manageable. I think I’ll commit for the day. 3:00 now. It only gets harder from here. 4:00 and getting hard. Just took 1g ash because fuck it. Difficulty is already on me. I think it scrubs the kratom faster. Going to lead to a tougher night, but I think better results later. Ramping up. Feeling cold. Bit of a sniffle. Going to force some food down. No appetite really. Had diarrhea. Short walk. Very slow. I haven’t really suffered much today. That happened one time and the pain came on super strong in the end. Don’t remember if it was that day or the next. 6:20 and still going. Feel very worn out. Tired, but not at all sleepy. Pain is bad, but manageable with ice packs. Made more difficult with WDs. Beers probably soon to counter the overall crapiness. Rums at 7. Pain very bad at 8. This is typical. Tomorrow the pain ramps up and the psych issues start. WDs calm down. Maybe I can go to 3:00. I only committed to this day off at 3 today, so who knows. 4 rums by 8:30. D2 strikes. First one was sloppy, the rest I carried!

By Del