Wake up 8:15. Pain better. The madness was quite strong last night. That ketamine dissociative state constantly ringing through. Even though I feel better this morning, I’m still in that loop and don’t know how to snap out of it. 5.5g at 9:30. 11:00 and it feels like I didn’t take anything. Doing laundry and need to go to Aldi. That will blow up my whole day. Absolutely dying at 2. Took 7g of the crisp green for some reason. I guess to see if it does something different. Can’t remember what time. 2:30? It’s a touch weaker, so I took a bit more. +1g at 3:10. No fucking clue. Pain is 9.2. Kratom helped a bit. Took the edge off. I’m still buried on the couch. Fucking rough. Forced myself to go to Best Buy for an air fryer. Hopefully I use it to make fresh food. $30, so I’m not too worried. Medium walk after that. I feel a bit better for getting going. I still think alcohol is in my near future. 3 beers.