The hits keep coming. Woke up at 1:30. AM. Nothing could get me back to sleep. I wish I knew what I did in my other lives to deserve all this pain. 6.5g at 7:30. Obviously going to be a 3 dose day. Going to need a day off in the next week. God I need a couple decent days to recover. I’m so fried. 4g at 11:30. 2:30 and I’m struggling hard. Second Dr. Pepper. Feel so fucked up. Had a 30 second nap earlier. Apparently that’s all I need! I’m so lucky! 7.5g at 3:25. Long walk. Very rough starting, but finished OK. I feel better for it. I’m getting the 2 hour post dose serotonin right now. Most normal I’ve felt in a few days, but I still feel like I got run over by a train. God am I tired. And 3 minutes later I’m roasting and feel nauseous. Probably side effects from too much kratom. The source of the migraine is a cyst under my eyebrow. Been taking MSM through the night. Been OK today, but starting to ramp back up. Very shitty place for it. Basically smashing my eyeball in. Maybe that’s where some of the nausea is coming from. Both happened at the same time.

By Del