I don’t know what happened with sleep. Woke up at like 1. Super hot. Hard time getting back to sleep, but I got there. Woke up just before 8. This is the problem I have usually. 5.5g at 9:50. Still waiting on that. Maybe 1 more dose of the Vietnam. Trying to figure out what I want to do this pm. Procedure at 3. Maybe I’ll dose right when I walk in the door just before 3. Otherwise it might be after 4 by the time I’m done and that will cause sleep problems. Walmart trip. It was OK., but lots of pain after. Pretty bad right now and it’s 1:30. I’m feeling that .5g less. I feel like I actually needed .5 more. I think I’ll take the 6.5g as soon as I get to the medical office. Keep my pressure down too. I feel like today would be the last good day in the stretch. The injection might prolong it. It might make it worse today first though. Took kratom just before 3. As expected, the doctor isn’t going to do anything else. RF ablation for people 75 or older. WTF? I NEED to find a new doctor. There is no other path now. He said he didn’t even know what to do next. I need about 2 rounds of RF ablation, and if that doesn’t work, back to spine surgery. Very rough getting home. Feel better at home and with some food. Nauseous from kratom and driving. I’m definitely at an 8. I might be able to recover though. I’ve wanted to pass out all night. Barely hanging on. Not able to sit up. Only 8. Hopefully this passes and I get some relief tomorrow from the injection. They usually make me feel shitty right afterwards. I had a good few days there. I was hoping it would last. It felt like it was tanking today. Maybe not enough drugs, but if I truly feel good, then I should be able to reduce the drugs. Tomorrow starts new kratom too. I need the injection to smooth out the rough edges I have right now. Crawling to the finish line on this one. So difficult. I absolutely need good sleep tonight. I will take drugs at 7:30 if I have to. All drugs on deck situation.