The horror. Hard wake up 7:15. Double half Zanaflex. No use. 5.5g at 8:05. Gonna be one of those days. 3.5g at 11:30. I’m not needlessly suffering through this shit. Not today. 1:30 – oh god. More horror. 6g 3:20. Don’t feel any relief. I would take more if I didn’t take 3 doses today. Worst day by far in a while. Took a Lyrica at 5, and I’ll take another at bedtime. This catches me back up. I thought of doing this yesterday, but didn’t bother. I wonder how much this has to do with missing a Lyrica dose. Can’t be that much. Did 20 minutes on the bike. I did level 7 much more easily somehow. I was out of my mind with major pain. I feel worse right now for having done it. Not even 8 and I feel like I need 6 rums. I’ve had a headache for 2 hours now. Pile it on.