Well, goodbye to the decent day. The longest streak I’ve had since Christmas is 1 day. Couldn’t get to sleep until after midnight. Woke up at 7 and felt the horror. Ibu and zanny. Woke up 9. 6.5g at 10. I only waited that long because I’m paralyzed from pain and couldn’t get up. So much pain waking up. So much horror. Might have to re-dose today. Was feeling decent. Showered, ate lunch. Wanted a walk, but then started tipping. Tried the walk and had to turn around and made it a church walk. Decided to try a TAB game with and ice pack and managed to get through! It was a bit difficult, but it was 3:30 before I knew it. It would have been a harder day if I hadn’t played games. I think this is the first TAB game I’ve played and completed in 3 weeks. I haven’t been able to game at all. Today is 1 month since things went off the rails. Decided to take 7g at 3:35. .5g taper. If I can play a game, I should be able to taper a bit. Short walk. Really tough toward the end. Played more games. God does that feel good. How I miss those 8 hour gaming sessions. Playing with people. Stopped playing so I didn’t overdo it. Just got on the table and ‘pop’. Holy shit. About a month without any pops. Now 2 days in a row. No idea how to make them happen when the pain is high.

By Del