Holy fuck. Pain was really bad last night. I felt it coming back. Actually slept well. Woke up at 8. Couldn’t Zanaflex that. Pain is super bad. Just got out of bed at 9 and Jesus fuck, it’s bad. Horrifying levels. Did the table and icy hot in the morning. It was super hard doing it, but I need to keep at it. I can see how easy it is to skip it and end up back in the same place. I have to force these treatments during the bad days rather than just laying on the floor suffering. I need to suffer on the inversion table. Lovely. I also air fryer-ed my lunch. I suddenly remembered the point of getting that thing. So I can basically microwave something fresh and healthier than frozen garbage. 1:00 and I feel like I need to pass out. 8g at 3:20. Opened a new bag of green mahakam. Heavy on the side effects right away. 7:00. Evening has been a struggle. It only gets worse from here. Rum soon. Played D2. Totally started messing up at the end. Pain is bad. 9:25. No rum. Yet. I’ll probably make it at this point. I guess I felt better as the night went on. Game distraction helped. I did the table, but not too aggressive. Although I could have overdone it. Impossible to tell. Let’s see what tomorrow brings. I can deal with this cycle as long as it gets better right away. I can fight that and work with it. Just need some consistency of some sort.