Daily Journal Entry for 8/15/23
Del Took 7+1 of the red this morning and 8+1 of red in pm. I was dying in the pm. Felt OK for a tiny bit in the evening and had…
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Daily Journal Entry for 8/14/23
Remember when we were at like day 21 saying we need a break? LOL. I still really need a break from kratom. It’s not working well anymore. 6.5g this morning…
Daily Journal Entry for 8/13/23
Sleep was better, thankfully. I managed to stay in bed until like 8. Also managed to almost make it to 10:00 for meds. 6.5g. I noticed it looked kind of…
Daily Journal Entry for 8/12/23
Another horrifying wake up.. I feel like this one might be the worst out of the three so far. Sleep was awful. I had the central apnea thing again. I…
Daily Journal Entry for 8/11/23
It took 3 minutes before the horror set in today. Longer than yesterday! 6g, 4g, 6.5g today. Had a PCP appt and had to wait for like 2 hours sitting…
Daily Journal Entry for 8/10/23
Sleep wasn’t as good, but was OK. Woke up at 7:45 horrified from pain. Took 6g at 8 or 8:30. Fully central and terrible. Took 4g at about noon. It…
Daily Journal Entry for 8/9/23
Sleep was OK. Took a while to fall asleep. No sudden wake ups. I did wake up a fair amount. It was on the verge of insomnia. Woke up at…
Daily Journal Entry for 8/8/23
Slept pretty well. I think I zoinked out right away. No weird constant wake ups. I really don’t remember, and I think that’s good. I didn’t wake up as much…
Daily Journal Entry for 8/7/23
Slept better. Still messed up though. I’ve been managing to distract myself by playing tons of solitaire on my laptop. It got me through yesterday and this morning. Too bad…
Daily Journal Entry for 8/6/23
Sleep was weird, but not too bad. I woke up at about 6 and felt insane depression and anxiety. That was not normal. It was kind of panic over the…