Daily Journal Entry for 7/6/23
Del Sleep was normal. Still weird falling asleep. I’m awake and dreaming at the same time. Then I wake up for half an hour. Same as before. Sleep through the night…
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Daily Journal Entry for 7/5/23
I was thinking yesterday that the best streak I’ve had was 6 days. I wondered if today would suck. Yep. Felt like I got run over by a bus today.…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/4/23
Sleep was pretty normal. Made it until 9:00. 3.5g. The mornings are definitely difficult. I wonder if I can do lower amounts 3 times a day. Start at 7, then…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/3/23
Sleep bad again. Managed to make it almost until 8. I don’t remember sleep being like this. It did start before kratom. I felt depressed waking up. Hopeless. I took…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/2/23
Sleep was still fractured, but a bit better. A bit sweaty. Had a lot of pain and felt shitty this morning. Took the new kratom 3g at 8:00. I feel…
Daily Journal Entry for 7/1/23
Sleep was weird again. I don’t remember this from before. Interesting to see if it will stabilize. I spent the morning on the couch for the pain. I thought about…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/30/23
Had a super odd night’s sleep. It has been weird for the last several nights. Probably all the alcohol. Lots of short cycles. For a few nights, I got a…
Daily Journal Entry for 6/29/23
I made it 63 days without kratom and things only got worse. Psychadelics helped a tiny bit, but I had no sustained success. The pain always came back within 2…