Daily Journal Entry for 8/30/23
Same amount of time on the kratom as I was off. No closer to any kind of help in my life. Typical day today. 6.5g of red at 9:15. 6…
Same amount of time on the kratom as I was off. No closer to any kind of help in my life. Typical day today. 6.5g of red at 9:15. 6…
Woke up with a hangover. Not horrible, but combined with everything else, it sucked. Took 5.7g at 9:00. No idea how the day will go. I think I need to…
Passed the fuck out when I went to bed and slept until 2am. I was dead. Very nice. 3 beers and a Zanaflex and whatever kratom was still around. Ended…
Kept waking up. Took Zanaflex at 6 or something. Thankfully slept until 8:45. I needed that. Definitely normal pain in the morning once I got up. Took 5.5g at 10am.…
Pain is almost to horrifying levels today. The only way I got by for those few days was with a constant ice pack. The reduction was placebo effect. 5.5g at…
Oh god, the insomnia. I didn’t have that yet during the last few times I took days off. I also had the strong withdrawals. I took a GABA at bed…
Woke up at like 8:30. I was trying to remember how well I slept and I don’t really remember! That’s usually good. I felt crappy though when I woke up.…
Took a while to get to sleep. Sleep was OK. 7:45 wake up. Went to pharmacy at like 9. 7.5 + 1 red just before 10. I felt a little…
Yeah, woke up feeling crappy. I wanted to go right at 8, but I waited it out until 10. Procedure was bullshit. It was higher up than where my normal…
No word on the procedure approval yet. Sleep was OK, but I woke up at 7:00. Pain was bad. It wasn’t horrifying exactly, but the kratom dose was a forgone…