Daily Journal Entry for 7/11/23
Almost forgot to write! Pretty good day. Woke up very tired. I know I was snoring. Had some Dr. Pepper. That helped. Morning dose 4.5g. Felt good. Looked into my…
Almost forgot to write! Pretty good day. Woke up very tired. I know I was snoring. Had some Dr. Pepper. That helped. Morning dose 4.5g. Felt good. Looked into my…
Pain and anxiety were better today. I spent most of the day on the couch. Kind of enjoying not having 10 pain. 4g + 1g of the red. Did laundry.…
Took 3.5 at 9am. 3g at 11:40. Felt the pain coming back strong. Did a medium walk only this morning. Pain has been overtaking me. Kratom is not really helping…
Slept really well. Woke up at 5 for a piss and was afraid I wouldn’t get back to sleep. I passed right back out. It was great. Slept until 7:30.…
I didn’t feel all that bad waking up today, but the pain went central early and hit hard. I took 3.5 + .5. I went for a walk and I…
Sleep was normal. Still weird falling asleep. I’m awake and dreaming at the same time. Then I wake up for half an hour. Same as before. Sleep through the night…
I was thinking yesterday that the best streak I’ve had was 6 days. I wondered if today would suck. Yep. Felt like I got run over by a bus today.…
Sleep was pretty normal. Made it until 9:00. 3.5g. The mornings are definitely difficult. I wonder if I can do lower amounts 3 times a day. Start at 7, then…
Sleep bad again. Managed to make it almost until 8. I don’t remember sleep being like this. It did start before kratom. I felt depressed waking up. Hopeless. I took…
Sleep was still fractured, but a bit better. A bit sweaty. Had a lot of pain and felt shitty this morning. Took the new kratom 3g at 8:00. I feel…